Wednesday, September 8, 2010
The kids are gone
Jason and Grace are gone and it is bitter sweet. I can't live with them and yet it is funny how much I think about them and wonder how they are doing. I hope everything goes well for them, they deserve a bright future, and right now it looks pretty dim. I felt like we made some progress but they will probably backslide now that they are with Anne, she definately does things different than I do. I wouldn't have made it through without the help of Julie, Dad, Christa, Liam, Danny, Tommy and even Wes. Yesterday was the first day to myself since the end of July. It was good to put my place back together-at least part of it. Life rushes on. Love to all of you, Mom
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It really has been bitter-sweet. I never would have thought I was attached to Jason as I was. But you're right. Life does rush on. You're right about one thing Mom...I couldn't have made it through without you. It is so nice to know that I have you to rely on, no matter what happens in life.
ReplyDeleteI'm glad that the situation with the Nazar kids is resolved and I understand your feelings of missing them (even if I don't share them). I also pray that Anne will find a way to be unselfish when it comes to the well-being of her children and do the right thing for them, whatever that may be.
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ReplyDeleteI'm sure our feelings are different because our experiences were quite different. I had Julie & Dad to help in the evenings and weekends. That made a big difference and gave each of us a chance to rest and walk away for a while, whereas you had them non stop with not nearly as much help and relief. There were some pleasant times with Jason and I believe he was beginning to feel comfortable and quite happy with us. I hope he still is, in his present situation. I worry though, as Dad heard her tell him to shut up and be quiet. That doesn't bode well to me.
Yikes.
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